Get it shown or just read about it.

Hi. I thought that this week I’ll have my great triumph. I thought this week I’ll finish this one violet project with the name „my first self made sock“! But, I have to tell you and I also have to tell this to my self, I’m not as good as I ever thought I was. I have no natural talent for knitting😣🙈 and I have to accept this ☹️😟. My grandma and my aunt said that knitting the tip of the sock was one of the easiest parts. So this week with the beginning of the school, there was so much that I had to do and also my grandparents hadn’t got enough time that we could meet and my grandma can show me how to knit the tip. I was very sad. But my aunt said that she has the solution. She has some written explanations and she would give me some copies. This saved my last weekend and I was happy again, but only till I read this explanation. I understand nothing. If I only read, how to do this, I understand nothing. Watching my grandma doing the heel for two times? No problem. After this I can do it easily on my own 🙃😉. Reading about how to knit the easy tip? I’ll think that I never read a text before that was so complicated 🙈. I’m so sad. I can’t finish the sock 😢. But I won’t let it get me down. I will stand up next week and I will go to my grandma so that she can show me how to do it and than I will finish it easily on my own 😎😊.